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!Sunday, December 31, 2006
okie.. heres minshan trying to revive her blog.. i hereby announced end of work and a week of enjoyment b4 sch opens again.
wells.. work was fun n also angry... fun coz can terrorise the kids but when u terrorise.. means u muz be quite angry le.. wells.. i hate to say it.. but.. the other teachers at my workplace are like quite useless and selfish. like during one outing.. this kiddo failed to come n we r supposed to call.. i wasnt involved in bringing the kids out tt day.. so i passed the file to another teacher n asked her to call coz she was sorta the in charge la.. then she simply replied " huh.. the boy is not in my grp!" i was like " DAMN U! mdm neo asked u to take charge of the outing when she is not ard.. then u tell me this shit.. when i noe nothin bout the outing.. i still muz help u call.." but i din scold la.. i juz walked to the telephone n call lo.. selfish.............. the next teacher was like damn irresponsible.. she arrived at work like at 9.15am when she is supposed to come at 8.30am ... wad the hell ... and she always sneaks out to buy food when the kids are sleeping.. thanx to all these ppl.. working become quite torturing coz i always haf to clean up the mess they create.
and something which made me feel still very sad was my lousy grades. sucks big time lo..... i studied hard n tried my best le.. still like tt.. haix.. i am starting to think tt heaven is unfair again.. everything in my life is quite shitty now.. haf to give lotsa tuitions to earn n save money.. haf to study alot coz i am not clever.. so.. ppl study 3 hours.. i muz devote whole day to study the same amt of work. haix.. yet i get this. when i give tuition till 10pm then reach home.. i still insist to read b4 the lecture the next day.. so.. am i right to say heaven is unfair? plz dun give me this kinda punishment coz results reeli matters alot to me.
anyway... i went to my uncle's hse for BBQ yesterday n we helped to create a surprise birthday celebration for my 2nd sis which is supposed to be 8th jan.. but since everyone's there.. y not? BBQ was fun la.. then went to songkiu's hse to meet the nanhua peeps.. and i did something reeli horrible to them... which explains my CMI mood now. haix...... kill me.. y did i do tt to them.. n they keep apologising when it was supposed to be my fault.. i juz screwed up the whole thing. then terence called me this morning..
T: " hey minshan.. wake up le arh.. how r u feeling?" M: " yah.. juz woke up. still feeling like shit." T: "aiyo.. wad happened?" M: " juz treat it as i mood swing la" T: " but sure got reason de wad.. y suddenly like tt?" M: "hmm.. haven been in good mood since long time ago.. family stuff lo.. alot la. next time then tell u"
T: " orh.. okie.. sorry arh.. tc!"
haix.. plz dun be so understanding when i am so bad to u all..